the cracks on your smile make it impossible to decipher something legible

.. and it's that time of the year again! Time to plan for holidays... and short weekend trips. :)

First one coming up in 2 weeks, I'll be going off to Manila for a weekend to fulfill a dream - watching David Cook live in concert.  I am so stoked about this and I totally can't wait! I've been dreaming about seeing him live for about a year now, and to think that it will actually be happening this soon, my brain can't fully comprehend that yet. heh.. This will definitely go on to my "craziest thing I've ever done in my life" list. LOL!

And then my 3 weeks of leave in June. Current tentative plan - 1 week in Langkawi, 1 week in Tokyo and perhaps a few days in Bali. :) Hope everything materialises!

I talk to you maybe what.. once every six months. But I just want you to know that these conversations, though rare as it may seem, holds very dear to me. I hope one day you'll see that I've been waiting for you all these while. You may not realise it now, but hopefully someday you will.

Maybe one day, one of us will be brave enough to move beyond this friendship. :)

Yesterday was a pretty heavy day at work for me - and I'm not talking about the workload here. I got to witness first-hand, the emotional breakdown of a colleague 2 years my senior. She was talking about how she's been working late these past few days trying to meet a certain deadline. Her dad (I have a feeling) is not feeling very well, and yet he stayed up to wait for her to come home to eat dinner. However, she had to turn down his request as firstly, it was already very late (1 am) and she had already had dinner earlier at work. When she started talking about this, she finally broke down and the tears just flew out. My heart goes out to her.. it really does. I can only imagine what she's going through. This job, it takes so much out of you. It asks for so much from a person and I'm not sure it gives that much back in return. I wonder myself if I will be able to handle all the stress and responsibilities that are bound to come my way soon. Will I break down just like her too? Or will I come out of it a stronger person?

At the age of 23, I've finally learned to swallow tablets and capsules. Yes, pretty late I know. But better late than never right?

Anyway two nights ago I was having trouble sleeping at night. The stupid cough (which seems to be refusing to go away), the blocked nose and the sudden itchiness all over just didn't add up to a good night's sleep. If I wasn't tossing and turning trying to rid myself of the itch, I was coughing my lungs out or just plain trying to breathe. It wasn't until 6 in the morning that I feel into a proper sleep and what good did that do? I had to wake up less than 2 hours later.

I came into work at arnd 930 that morning and the first thing my colleagues asked me was if I was okay and why the hell did I come to work that day. Now days like these I really love my colleagues and I really like how flexible my work is. I tried to hang in there for as long as I could but by lunchtime my colleagues were practically shoving me out the door. Really feel blessed having such nice understanding colleagues.

Swallowed the doc's medicine and omg it seriously did wonders. The effects of the medicine kicked in immediately and I fell into such a deep sleep that I didn't even feel the need to scratch at all. WOW! Maybe I should have learned to take such medicine earlier on!

So many things to say... but think I might leave them for another day..

First post of 2009! Wow, what a year this past year has been. Yeah, yeah I know.. cliche and all that jazz. Whatever. This is my blog, I can say whatever I wanna say :)

I will always remember 2008 as THE YEAR THAT I DISCOVERED DAVID COOK. hehe.. What else can it be right? I can't believe that 9 months since I started fanatically googling up info abt this guy (since he started intriguing me after All Right Now), I'm still as obsessed as ever. (and yes I know my english is totally rubbish here. cut me some slack, it's 3 in the morning)

It's not just the voice. He truly has, what I believe, the whole package. Sure, it's the voice that grabs you first. And then the stage presence. And the good looks. And those CFM stares that make you feel like he's staring right at you. (which is crazy, considering he's on tv and also on the opposite side of the world) And when you think that you are liking him for all of the obvious reasons above, you get online and find out things about him that totally makes you melt and think that he's not real. Except that he is, and that more guys should be like him. Things like the lindsey rose wristband. How he's been wearing it every single fucking day since he made it into the top 12. Things like how he wants his relationship with his fans to be a two-way thing and not just make it all about him. How he still gets teary-eyed when he finds out things like making it to #1 on itunes. How he's such a family-oriented guy and his family values. How close he is to his brothers. How he has AC on his arms, his guitar, his jacket.. etc.. How A Daily AntheM actually spells out ADAM. How he helped Luke with his cancer treatment bills. And so many many more.

I wanted to listen to everything David Cook. There's just something about that voice.... I can listen to it all day. So all the live AI performances and studio recordings weren't enough. Sometime in April, I started listening to Analog Heart. I fell in love with Analog Heart, especially with his songwriting. I've never been a fan of a musician cos of his lyrics before. It's usually the melody that grabs me first. But david's songwriting.. is in a league of its own. He has a way of using big long words that you'd never think you'd hear in a song, and then making them sound so sexy. As if those words were meant to be used together. Like my fave lyrics of his ever from Porcelain *the cracks in your smile make it impossible to decipher something legible*. I don't even know what to make of that. The first time I heard it, I was floored. Literally floored. I had to pause the song, play it back and listen to it again to make sure I was hearing right. So many songs I love in Analog Heart, I really wish he could have released it before DCTR came out. My fave is "Makeover". Something about the melody in that song, and the way he sings it..

Then there was the whole AI tour. The Mavid Dances. The waiting around every other day for 3 freaking  months for the mavid videos to pop up online as soon as each venue was done. That was truly epic. I loved how he wasn't afraid to make fun of himself. In fact that is just another quality that I admire in him. Not many musicians are willing to do that. Plus all his appearances on Best Day/Week/Year Ever. The hairdresser skit. The armpit farts. All truly hilarious. :) Ahhh.. such good memories.

Sometime in June/July, I wanted to listen to more "new" music by DC. I use the word "new" very relatively here as it was new to me, not that the music was new. So I discovered that there was actually a whole lot of Axium music out there, considering that they've released about 3 independent studio albums plus a few live recordings. I figured I had about 4-5 months before DCTR was coming out, plus I didn't want to run out of good music. So I limited myself to about one album a month. I'd download an album starting with their latest one and listen to it non-stop for about a month. That way I got to know almost ALL the songs really well plus I had new music to last me til Nov. It made the waiting that much more bearable. :)

He released the first single of the album in September. Those few days online were pretty exciting, when he'd release little bits and pieces of information about the new single. First came the title, and then the lyrics, then the writers.. and finally when the single came out it was pretty much chaotic.

And then November came. Or should I say, Davember. Davember was such an exciting, yet tiring and exhausting month. It all kicked off with the SNL performance in which he debuted the band. I remember watching the cellcast at Rickey's for the first time ever.. with everyone else on the dash. I think everyone was really missing having him on their tv screens cos the dash had the most no of users ever online during the snl performance (surpassing the finale in may). We cheered him on when he did Light On. And then he debuted Declaration and everyone went crazy! I remember saying that if that was an indication of what the rest of the album was gonna sound like, then the album was prob gonna be awesome. (which it is!) hehe.. I remember how I couldn't get enough of Declaration, I just wanted to listen to it over and over and over again.

What else happened in Davember? All the appearances (DW gala, album release day etc), all the talk show interviews and performances, photoshoots surfacing, finally getting the CD, etc.. There were waaaay too many things to keep up with and I was sleeping at 2-3am every freaking night, trying to catch up with all the videos, pictures and new articles. There was a barrage of info and I'd be darned to miss any of it. It was a good time (and still is) to be a DC fan. :) I remember album release day here in Sg. It was so chaotic and exciting, what w some of the dashers being at PS and stalking the shop so that they'd get the cd the moment it came. How widz was keeping me up to date on what was happening and I was just relaying the info to those who were online and couldnt be out cos of work obligations. It was truly fantastic.

I love my peeps over at the defective halo club. I miss you  guys. :) I miss those late night silly conversations we have about all things Dave. If any of you are reading this, pls come back.

There are so many many more things I could say but to sum it all up - 2008 was David Cook's year. To me, at least. Of course I could say that I went to Perth and HK. I bought a car. I bought PS3 and Guitar Hero. But all these experiences pale in comparison to the passion that I feel for David Cook - the musician and the man. Here's to a fantastic 2009 and hoping that it'll be evern better than 2008. :)

Somehow or other, I ended up reading my old wordpress/blog last night. Everything that was documented in that old wordpress/blog.. just felt like a whole other lifetime away. I'm not really sure why. But it feels as if the person that I was then, and the person that I am now, are two totally different people. The lifestyle that I had then was totally different from the lifestyle that I have now, too. I guess it's mostly due to the fact that I'm working now. But still.. there's just something that I can't quite place my finger on.

Sometimes I feel pretty lonely. There, I've said it! Sometimes, I wish that I have someone that I can call up at any time of the day.. to just ask "hey, what are u up to?" Then I think about all the pain and heartbreak that relationships cause, and I'm almost glad I'm not in one right now. Almost.

It just takes too much energy.

Yeah, my post is pretty much all over the place.

You know what I need? Time. I just need more time.

Looks like I've not blogged for quite some time. Well, what's there to say huh?

Hmm.. work's been getting a little crazy lately. Not much time for distractions, which is good I guess. Bookings coming in left, right and center. As of right now, I do not have a single free slot on my booking schedule all the way til March. That's 6 solid months. I guess I should be thankful that people actually want me to work with them. haha.. It is a nice feeling, knowing that your efforts don't go unappreciated. Managed to build quite a good rapport with some of the seniors and managers I've worked with recently, I'm sure that will come in useful in the years to come. Hopefully this streak of good luck (or whatever it is) will continue for the rest of my career.

Speaking of which, I think the power of word of mouth is very powerful in the company. How is it that even my planner now refers to me as Mars, when our main form of communication is through formal emails?

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Ramadhan is here again, I can't believe it. A whole year has passed. I love this month cos it brings with it a sense of peace. Plus it gives the body a chance to detox. Fasting seems so much easier in Ramadhan than any other time of the year. It must be the collective fasting thing.

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DC-wise, nope, the fanaticism has not died down a SINGLE bit. haha! Still as obsessed, I still cling onto every single new bit of information, news about him. He amazes me more and more by the day. And the Mavid dances, those two guys.. *shakes head* They are probably the funniest two male contestants AI has ever had. How they are so comfortable in their own skins.. I love them! I love it that DC has managed to command so much respect from his management that they let him get away with doing almost anything he wishes. And I love it that MJ is always there to make sure things dont get too uptight, to keep things light. These two guys are just too adorable - I love their friendship.

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Got addicted to the Twilight series two weeks ago and I finished all 4 books in exactly 2 weeks. Not as impressive as my Harry Potter feat but then again, hardly anything can come close to the magical world that JK Rowling created. With that in mind, I'd have to say that Stephenie Meyer did a pretty amazing job creating the world of the Twilight series. Who could have guessed that I'd enjoy so much reading about vampires and werewolves? (team jacob FTW!) I can't wait for the movie to come out, but I have a feeling I'll be severely disappointed as it probably wont be able to match up to the perfect expectations I have in my mind.

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What a boring post. haha.. Nothing much to say I guess, except that I'm tired but I'm happy. :) I truly am happy, and that is something which even I find amazing. haha, ok run along now peeps. Nothing else to see here. :p

you are,
for contradiction's sake,
everything i remember,
that i swore i'd forget..




two steps removed from everything i thought i knew
there's no remedy
i see your face in every single thing i do
you change me
your laugh intoxicating
one touch and i'm negating
everything around 
take me and i'm yours
i only want you anymore
i kiss the ground



whilst on the way to work this morning, i suddenly thought of weddings. 
i don't really know what i want, but i know i want one thing.
i want bsb's *how did i fall in love with you* to be played, somehow or other, during my wedding.
extra points if my future husband sings that to me. LOL.
why am i thinking of weddings now?

haha I squealed like a crazed fangirl when I saw these pics just now.. These are some photos taken by fans on the tour sometime last week.

 

Why, you may ask?

2 reasons mostly..

1) His super cute terminator *i'll be barack* t-shirt

2) Because of this..



This picture was taken 2 months ago, in May when I was in perth.

Blue t shirt? Check.

Jeans? Check.

White scarf used as a belt? Check.


Hmm.. I wonder where DC got that fashion inspiration from. 
wahaha..

Just when you think that DC has shown us all that he can offer, he goes out and surprises all of us.. AGAIN.

seriously, this man is out to kill us.. with his searing HOTNESS. I refuse to believe that he is oblivious to all of this. I'm sure he knows, oh yes he knows, and he's using it to his fullest advantage, oh that cheeky man!

 What am I talking about?

He doused himself with water from a bottle during his Billie Jean performance at the Portland stop - and then shaked his head to clear the water out. TOTAL ROCKSTAR MOVE. omg. 

I've watched the vid on youtube at least 5 times. (I think it's been viewed more than 7000 times already now)

And.. as if that wasn't enough, he tops it on the next tour stop in Tacoma.

While rocking out on his electric guitar (again, in Billie Jean), he slides down to his knees and does a backbend to the audience - while still crazystrumming the guitar! 

Like this..



Such a rockstar.

The man is unstoppable. I can't wait til he has his own solo tour, and he better come down to Sg cos I'll be the first in line to get a ticket. 

Showstopper.

Seriously pple, go find his live concert vids on youtube. This man has so much charisma and showmanship, Simon and Nigel are probably eating their words right now. Best. idol. ever.

So.. I was at one of my clients' with the audit team, and suddenly someone asks, *eh when's our dnd ah?* and I immediately said *well, it was Oct last year*.. and it just hit me. It's ALREADY july. it's only 2 more months to october. that's pretty damn soon. I can't believe I've been working for a year already. Time sure flies by.

It's been barely a week into the second year and I'm starting to feel the load of the heavier responsibilities already. Seniors are calling left, right and center asking if I'm willing to do this/that job. I guess I can safely say that my honeymoon is gonna be over pretty soon. I've been very blessed this past year, to have landed the jobs that I had. Great working hours, wonderful people to work with..  *thus earning my slack status* I was one of the lucky few I guess. Until now I have yet to experience the horrors of audit, although I've heard countless horror stories from my colleagues. Guess I'll be exposed to a few situations in the coming year. 

I'm been booked back on most of my big jobs, so I guess that is a good thing. Experience is always a good thing. I really gotta work on my client relationship. I have a lot to learn, still.

Friday also made me realise how productive I can be when I'm not distracted by DC. I've always been efficient I guess, just that along the way, I got a little distracted. haha.. Shall work on that, for now.

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DC-wise, the fanaticism has not died down at all. So much for thinking it'll die when AI ends. In fact, I think it's worse than ever now. He's getting pretty regular airplay on the radios here with ABMB and TOML and I can't help but smile each time I hear him on the radio, cos it reminds me of how far he has come, within a span of a few months. And I can't help but feel proud of him and knowing that I've been supporting him ever since he was not even the frontrunner in AI. I remember showing youtube vids of his performances to everyone (who would refuse to watch) ahahaha.. I believed in him then and I still believe in him now. 

*I see your face in every single I do.. you change me* - The Truth, David Cook

How true is that. The littlest things will remind me of DC. Things people say, things people do.. I've got it really really bad I guess.

(and by the way, if anyone wanna listen to Analog Heart, feel free to ask from me. I'm willing to distribute it to anyone who's willing to listen. And why wouldn't you want to? It's awesome!!!)

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One more thing I need to work on - Time Management! I think I should start drafting a timetable to follow so I can start studying for my CFA. I am seriously neglecting that. Someone pls motivate me to study!!! Study buddy, anyone?

Just when I thought I'd stop being so crazyfordc, he comes out in another magazine spread looking all kinds of hot.

 This picture above = hotness overload. Those eyes. That smile. Garhh.. just.. garh!!

I was at work, all alone in this storeroom doing some kind of vouching. Got a little bored, decided to take a short break and found this picture. Suffice to say that my brain probably suffered a complete meltdown after that and I was unable to get back into the swing of things. haha.. 

He has got to know what he's doing right? He has got to know the reactions he elicits in girls right? How can he be oblivious to all of this? I just don't get it.

And I can't believe I actually tuned in to the Walmart Shareholders' Meeting live stream just to watch him perform. But the meeting was so boring, I ended up falling asleep for about 15 minutes, during which he performed. Yes, really smart of me, I know. But as usual, some of his enterprising fans managed to rip the performance and put it on the tube for everyone to enjoy. Really love the accoustic performances of TWIK and TOML. Actually I love all his performances of TWIK. I think it's one of those underrated performances of his. Or maybe I am just really into his accoustic performances, I think they're really intimate. And I should stop saying the word really. haha.. 

So much for me blogging about perth. Lol. I'm going off to Hong Kong in about a week already. Can't wait!

I know I promised to talk about perth, but let's just get a bit of DC out of the way first yeah? I'll talk abt Perth soon. haha..

DC appeared on this show called Best Week Ever (on VH1 i think) in which he basically made fun of himself and acted all metrosexual and gay.



It's so ridiculously funny, I had to have it on my ipod. I think I've watched it at least 3-5 times a day since it first came out on Friday. Just when you think you've seen him do everything, he goes out and surprises you once again. This boy is just... garh no words can describe. He's AMAZING. 

*I call that look Tommy Used to Work on the Docks*

*Will I style your hair for you? I thought you'd never ask!*

*two times the holding power, three times the flammability.. but it's worth the risk*

*and that was the last time I played Donkey Kong*

*I believe you*

I love David Cook. I am absolutely smitten by this man.

And I know I'm not the only one. Check out the scan from OK! mag below..



Hell yeah, they got that right. And they used the perfect picture to go along with it too. I lovelovelovelove this combo that he was wearing. He wore that for his very last performance as a competitor on idol, when he sang The World I know. I remembered thinking, *daymmmn that's hot!* and apparently lots of other pple thought the same too.

And a closeup just for fun. Can never get enough of his pretty face. hahaha..



My current wallpaper is made up pics of him in this ensemble. Love it!

No more media interviews for now. :( Granted, the poor boy needs his rest. I'm gonna go on a DC-withdrawal. Guess it's time to focus on work.

And so, two weeks have passed since my last entry.

I've been to Perth and back...

and while I was there, DC became the new American Idol.

*wooooots~*

Kind of an anticlimactic entry eh. I was kinda hoping I'd be able to do one of those *woohooo dc won dc won! he mfing won* entries right after his crowning, but of course, I was away on holiday. And it just seems weird to be doing something like that right now. So I'll just see whatever comes to mind and ramble away.

First up, *woots* to the Guitar Hero ad. hehe.. Thank you to whoever came up with that concept because I'm sure it was (is) much appreciated by all the DC ladyfans. *snigger*

Cookie in *just* a shirt, his tighty whiteys and white socks, dancing around the living room with the Guitar Hero guitar to Tom Cruise's Risky Business scene. What more can we ask for? LOL. Just.. THANK YOU to whoever came up with it. The vid's on my ipod now, and I get to watch half-naked DC wherever, whenever I want. *grins smugly*

I am finally done with watching the whole performance and results show. Despite knowing the results last Thursday (thanks to syu and aisyah), AI still didn't feel like it had ended cos I had not watched the results show in its entirety. True enough there were parts I'd have wanted to fast forward (jonas brothers, really now?) but to me, I always have to watch the show in its entirety AT LEAST ONCE. I guess I'm kinda anal like that.

DC's victory was so sweet. I don't care how many times Simon called him smug or arrogant or that he had no charisma cos simon was wrong on all accounts. And I think he finally realised it during the finale. DC is really the ultimate AI contestant and the irony of it is that he never set out to be on AI, he accidentally landed into it thanks to his brother.

He's probably the most gracious and most considerate contestant ever. How he's always looking out for his fellow competitors, and never turning the spotlight wholly on himself. Many many times throughout this season this has happened and I can probably name a few incidents but I shall just mention the most recent one. When he was crowned the winner, instead of soaking up all the attention, he made sure that Archie got some of the spotlight too. In fact, when he sang the coronation song (magic rainbows now, seriously?) he made sure that all the other 11 finalists got the spotlight with him too. Come on now, say it with me.. Awwwww.

And.. tummy flash! hehe..

DC's crowning made this the most satisfying AI season yet. I feel validated that all the crazy fan stuff I've been doing the past 3 months (yes 3 months considering I noticed him at All Right Now and that was on 26 Feb) have come to fruition (though of course I had nothing to do with his crowning since I can't vote). I can no longer look forward to every Wed and Thurs since there's no more idol so this means that I can (hopefully) claim my life back. ASK ME OUT PEOPLE, I'M FREE ON WEDS AND THURS NOW! haha..

His new record's probably not gonna be out til at least 5 more months and I sure hope it'll be a good one. I can hardly wait. For now I have to contend myself with listening to his idol performances (no more new weekly dc songs! :( ) and pre-idol music. And the interviews help too I guess. He's so articulate, it's sexy. (Who uses words like *indubitably*, *ancillary* and *plethora* in interviews?)

Alrights, next entry shall be on Perth. Stay tuned!

I swear, DC is seriously out to annihilate all the females in the world with his searing hotness.

Why else would he choose to sing 3 love songs this week? Not one, not two, but THREE!

The first song, judges' choice - First Time Ever I Saw Your Face by Roberta Flack

omg when i first heard that simon chose this song for him, i immediately went to youtube it. cos yeah, i've never heard of it before. and i was bored to tears by the original version. haha. i couldnt even get through the whole song. (and believe me, i tried a few times)

But DC totally blew me away! the whole performance was amazing. His voice.. sigh his voice. I love his voice. I can listen to him all day. That was totally beautiful. The song wasn't as slow as the original, and he paced it just right. Just beautiful. And I loved that his mom was shown standing there in the audience gazing admirably at her son. That was just an awwww moment. And I loved that he wished his mom a belated mothers day. (oh and his dad finally shows up for a performance show! the elder AC clearly resembles his dad a lot)

Second song, personal choice - Dare you to Move by Switchfoot

ryan and dc are sitting on the stools, talking abt dc's next performance, and dc says *Baarrrrrrtender* haha totally cracked me up! the boy is seriously too funny.

It's weird that most of the reports are saying that this was his weakest performance amongst the 3 songs, but this was actually my fave performance of his of the night. It shows his true roots i.e. alternative rock. And it does help I guess, that this song was featured in my fave movie of ALL TIME, A Walk to Remember. haha.. yes, ok i admit i'm totally biased. lol.

and of course, he had his Les Paul with him, which i totally adore.  anytime he whips that out, i'm a total goner. and check out that rose that he stuck on his guitar! this man is total perfection. 

Third song, producers' choice - Dont Wanna Miss a Thing by Aerosmith

woohooo~* 
This is such an love anthem that practically everyone knows e lyrics to this one. 

*I dont wanna close my eyes, I dont wanna fall asleep cos I'll miss u babe, and i dont wanna miss a thing*

yes babe, i dont wanna miss me a single dc moment. this was EPIC! I'm sorry aisyah but I thought dc rocked the arrangment for this song. All the violins at the start, and then the sped-up tempo during the bridge, and cue in the electric guitar and crazy white strobe lights as he climaxes at the chorus. It was seriously epic. And check out the standing ovation he got from the crowd! According to a report from a someone who watched e show live at the studios, the ovation dc received from the audience tonight was far longer than any other performance in the whole of season 7! 

I've been on a total DC high the whole day. And I love it!

DCOOK FTMFW!

hummanahhummanahhummanah



oooh he's always in the middle, me likey.

hottest picture yet!




the mind can't even begin to comprehend how someone can keep looking so much hotter as the weeks go by. it should be illegal.

i have no more words.

*thud*

What a wonderful day David Cook Day was! I cant believe I caught almost everything on the Live Stream feed that the foxkc website had going on. My obsession certainly reached new heights on dcday! And now I know that Blue Springs is about 13 hours behind Sg time. (you learn something new everyday!) And to hear the newscasters even mentioning Singapore in their report (they were talking about how they got international viewers in their live streaming feed, coming from countries like brazil, singapore and new zealand) was just awesome! Represent, babeh!

It's so awesome to see the reaction dc got in his hometown, he truly deserves every bit of it. :)

And can I just say I really loved that he did that Foo Fighter's song, My Hero at his high school stadium. *woots* Can this guy get any more perfect? I was literally sitting there transfixed just listening to his beautiful voice. 



*there goes my hero..
watch him as he goes..*



Cookie madness!



*clapclap*



aww so adorable on those swings.
look at how many cameras are following his every move! poor guy.. 
the whole world's lookin at u, baby.



Going through the parade on that mustang with his younger bro. 





haha he looks like he's about to hit his bro in this pic.



getting the key to blue springs from the mayor, in front of more than 10,000 people at that stadium, and probably thousands more watching through the live feed.



*and thou shalt listen to david cook* - amen.



with his mommy, awwww...



about to throw the first pitch during the royals game..



0_0 how many bracelets has he accummulated since the top 12? 





haha boots on the pitch?



*clapclap*

I love David Cook Day. I wish everyday is David Cook Day. (ok maybe not, I'll prob not be able to do anything else, haha)

Woohooo rock and roll babeh~*

Is it just me or does Cook keeps looking hotter and hotter each week?

Hungry Like the wolf.. Super cheesy song. Grrr.. I have this feeling he did it much better during the rehearsals, cos when they were showing the recaps it was obviously from the rehearsals (cos it didnt look like it came from the live performance) and he did this growl, look into the camera thingy which was just oh so super sexy I can just drop and faint right now from too much hotness! Shit, thank goodness I can't vote cos for sure I'd be busting my bills right now.

Thanks so much David Cook for stealing my life away from me! Why do you have to be so sexy?

Baba O'Riley! wooohoo teenage wastelaaaaandd.. Loved loved loved this performance! Wished it was so much longer though, it would have rocked the house down! It felt waaaay too short, but then again it feels way too short with every DC performance, cos in the words of Paula, I want MORE MORE MORE!

SO HOT FOR WHAT?

and yeah, just for fun again.. some random pictures from last week..

uhhh yeah, keep giving those smouldering gazes.. you're a star baby! a rawkstah!

DCOOK FTMFW!

You can't just act as if nothing happened. Acknowledge it, damnit!

"Where did you hide yourself
For these searchlights are growing dim
I know this isn't much to recollect
Better now to close this puppet show
And say that it's the end"

Until then, don't expect me to try and be more friendly.

"You made me fall forever
With no end in sight
When everything around is broken
Could you say that this felt right?"

Just watched the AI Extra vids for this week and omg, dc is so freaking hilarious!

*hey, have you heard of the new pirate film they are making? It's rated Arrrrr*

-_-

*who's your favourite past Idol contestant?*

*erm... trying to rack my brains here.. he's got soul.. u-huh! Michael Johns, yeah that's it*

hahahahaha.. 

and just cos this is my blog I can post as many dc pics as I wish.



so freaking adorable.



work it babeh~*



omg! I think they're playing Rock Band! Not sure if it's Rock Band or Guitar Hero, the guitars look awfully similar! But still, love the game~*

ok off to siap! going mp3 player shoppin~*

guys with guitar = HOT!
DC with guitar = molten HOT lava bomb!

despite hating on his jacket and his hair, he still looks so adorable. 
sigh. 
i have no more shame.

thank goodness this show is ending in 3 weeks' time.
then, i can claim my life back.

On a side note: Maroon 5 is performing at next week's results show! *wooots~!* Adam Levine and DC on the same show on the same night? Be still, my heart! TMTH!